My Memories scare me, My thoughts are numb. I can feel my heart frosting over, Feel the chills running through my body. I can hear the Angels crying, Whispering into my ears, I can feel the devils pulling me under. Oh how I wish to be free, Waited long enough for the wishes and prayers to come true. Suddenly it hit me. God has left me,
Abandoned, Searching for somebody to help me. Someone pure, Pure with a mystic soul. I searched long days under the sun, short nights beneath the moon, Lost loved ones to the game, the game great gods are playing. Over time I have realized I have been searching for the wrong person. Over time I watched myself slip away, Over time I have realized the soul I have long waited to search for, The soul I was dying, craving for, The soul that would guide me back to the gates of Heaven, Or back down to the gate of Hell. That soul was nothing but my own. Years has passed, Insanity as you all see it, Insanity is what I see in the mirror. Reflections of myself in the windows of the millions who strives to live off lies. Streets are empty, Lights flicker, Taxis pass By, Women, Men, Children carry on with their day, My heart pauses, My emotions run free, Tears Run, I see the dead walking amongst us. Won battles and lost battles, The war continues after their depart. Many say the way I came up into this world was nothing but a cursed. I believe the choices I make through life's nothing but a blessing. I see what no men has witnessed, I see what the women fight for, I see the joy that moves the children to run free, I see why the trees cry in silence, See why the birds swim through the clouds, I see why life is given with death. I see it all so clear, The faces in the trees speak to me, The faces in the clouds shout at me, I can hear the world crying. I see, feel, hear, and taste what God cannot. From my understanding, Life is nothing but simple. Everything, Everyone, Plays by one rule, What I like to call it The ripple effect.
