Laying my head on the pillow, as world began to swim though my mind. Pictures, back when I was a little one, Death never struck my mind. Counting sheep, as the sun rest for another day. Heart paces slow, Calm mind began to weep. contemplating suicide, images of the family rushing by, Family I can't take care of. Mom coughing, tossing and turning in her bed in pain. Brother to young to understand, Father already left my side. Friends don't understand. They say the time is now, Telling me how it's time for me to grow up and take care of the world. Pressure runs, as my veins pulse. Understanding nothing, Can't trust a soul, Better days promised. Tomorrow will be another day, walking by, an empty souls, faking on another smile.
